This trying to 'talk self out of idiotic choices' thing clearly isn't working for me.
Anyone on my flist into SPN think they can persuade me one way or another? :\\ I've got till the end of January to make up my mind.
((should probably mention that I'm inclined to write SPN and SLASH (Wincest), and will be incorporating seriously 'dark' themes. ...there I go with all that temptation again.))